spend my days pretty boring. rotting at home all day long.
was recalling the countdown night. i was feeling anticipated, sad, happy alil, angry, v happy all bcos of you. anticipated as i wanted to meet you by luck, if we have the fate we can meet. sad that we didn't have a chance to meet, and that it's soo crowded. happy alil as we first chatted on the phone, i felt so happy cos its so long since i last chat with somebody i quite like. angry that my phone went low batt! and that i was left alone as well as we didn't get to meet. v happy bcos i felt tt you're worried for me, i'm real touched and you search ard raffles city for me. was it that we wasn't meant to be. or was it that we're ain't interested in each other. or maybe it's that we're just shy. all along i've been waiting silently for your request and stuff. i aint like the idea that girls initiate. i ought guys should do the job by tradition. that explains why i am waiting.
